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I Am Most Home At Sea
On Land I Am Lost
Created on 2008-02-29 17:35:00 (#15049783), last updated 2008-06-29
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| Name: | guer44 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1989-11-07 |
I'm depressed and moderately schizotypal, although comfortable. I analyze everything on a day to day basis, I'm always determined to find the cause for a feeling, a mishap, or a change. That's mainly what I write about. It's all just an accumulative analysis of the patterns of the universe; how nothing is coincidential, and how most evil if self-created.
There's so much to tell. Writing is what most relieves a whirlwind of thoughts that spin around in my head and often make no sense or too much sense. My curse is overthinking, not because I never act on anything, but it's constantly troubling that often don't know how to use knowledge. It's a fucking burden, a heavy weight. I feel a sense of impending doom, but I know it's all going to benefit humanity. The only thing doomed is those who deserve it, and the most righteous of us will survive. When I say righteous, that includes about 70% of us. I could never be so self-righteous and judgmental. It's not man's place for that. Everything I say will lead up to it all. Seeing things in print invokes faith in me. At least SOMETHING is receptive and not doubtful of my thoughts. Whatever I type shows up exactly how I meant it to.
There's so much to tell. Writing is what most relieves a whirlwind of thoughts that spin around in my head and often make no sense or too much sense. My curse is overthinking, not because I never act on anything, but it's constantly troubling that often don't know how to use knowledge. It's a fucking burden, a heavy weight. I feel a sense of impending doom, but I know it's all going to benefit humanity. The only thing doomed is those who deserve it, and the most righteous of us will survive. When I say righteous, that includes about 70% of us. I could never be so self-righteous and judgmental. It's not man's place for that. Everything I say will lead up to it all. Seeing things in print invokes faith in me. At least SOMETHING is receptive and not doubtful of my thoughts. Whatever I type shows up exactly how I meant it to.
Interests (32):
alchohol, anthropology, archaeology, camping, drugs, dying by the sea, emo hair, fishing, glamourous clothes, jesus, lies, long drives, love, making out, music, photography, physically attractive men, piano, piercings, poetry, road food, singing, sitting by the sea, soft caresses, staring at the sea, starving, swimming in the sea, tattooes, the cold, the pacific coast, vampires, weight lifting
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| guer44@livejournal.com | ||
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